Jane Q. Porter: thats how you know it meant something

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

thats how you know it meant something

its okay that he never came

its okay that i wish he did

its okay that my heart sinks everyday

wanting to scream and curse hope for holding my hand all this time--

hand still reaching

feet still wondering

mind outrunning, cunning

a way into my heat

healing the hurt

painting on scars

pumping out pain

hopelessness comes in with the tide

it never stays

it always comes back

i'll cry

i'll shrink

but i'll stand

in the end i always knew

its supposed to hurt..

that's how i knew

he meant something.

~AA

1 comment:

Casper WyattMay 1, 2018 at 10:42 PM
It’s supposed to hurt that’s how I knew he meant something.

Holy cow girl. I missed reading your blog. You have a beautiful kind of finesse in your words.
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