I know you are aching
And beating seems paralyzing
I'm just scared that you'll sleep forever
Oh mind, please pay attention
You don't need to stress about those tests
They've come and gone
I'm afraid you're ignoring what you haven't given time to process
Oh hands, please let go
You're holding on so tight to being okay
Please let us fall apart
I want to fall and for it to be ugly and healing
Oh darling, please take a moment
To mourn
To cry
To just be held for a little while
Time is not an issue
Feelings are not a problem
You will make it through this
Please take a breath
Wake up
Break down your walls
Let go
Allow broken to be broken
Only then will you find what is beautiful and what needs mending
Please fall apart
I don't want to be numb
I don't want to be asleep
I want to feel-- no matter how much it hurts
No matter how fast i think to run
I will fall with you
Our sobs will be a song of pain and hope harmonizing together
Please wake up
Please be here
Please let go
Take this moment.
Remember
it's better to just not be okay
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